Annoying Ex

I saw her name (my boyfriend's ex) again... it keeps on popping on my wall every time I update my feeds (Facebook).

It started last 2 years (I guess), when my boyfriend teased me to add her on Facebook. At first, it feels so right to make friends with her (I'm not saying that she's bad or what). What I'm intended to say is, she's friendly and all but in some time I found her annoying. Every time I see her name, her pictures & especially when they (her & my bf) were tagged in some random post by our mutual friend... reminiscing THEIR past. Ugh! I wanna explode!!! I even hope & pray that she & her present boyfriend will decide to end up their relationship or in much worst situation. Yeah, I know. It just that... I don't know. *sigh* Childish, yes. But I don't know what I really feel about her. Is it jealous? Annoyed? What about her to be annoyed of? I don't know.


Well I guess this is where my "annoying feeling for her" starts. It's when my cousin & I took a few photos somewhere here in the neighborhood. There's a picture where I raised my hand up high (obviously your armpit will be seen) & decided to make that as my profile picture in Facebook. Coincidentally, her profile picture is as the same as mine. A minute later, she posted "Idol mo talaga ako noh? Ayoko talaga ng gaya-gaya. Akala mo naman maputi eh edited naman." (not the exact words by the way). I was like, "Huh?!" I feel like she's backstabbing me. I tried to be as good as I can to her, but what she did is unforgivable (for me). I know that there is no name on it, who she is preferring to, but it feels like it's me. So, I let it go baka nga naman hindi ako. Few weeks later, It was our boyfriend-girlfriend anniversary. I decided to post a message for my boyfriend, in English. I know I'm not that good in English but I'm trying. After I posted it on my wall, she updated her status "Trying hard talaga. Pwede naman kasi mag-Tagalog. I-English pa eh wrong grammar din naman". So, I took a second look on my post if it's really grammatically wrong, read it again & again... and I don't care! It's mine, not yours. Nakikibasa ka na nga lang, mangungutya ka pa. Buti nga nag-try ako, kesa naman sa hindi eh d lalong wala ako matutunan kung hindi ako mag-practice. That's the time when I feel hatred from her, so I unfriend her & blocked her on my Facebook. I open my boyfriend's Facebook & did the same, unfriend & blocked her. I don't want her to have a connection again with him. I told my boyfriend everything, & he's fine about it. He was just so supportive & understanding. I could hug him so tight & kiss him (If he's here with me).

Me & my boyfriend have this relationship for almost 3 years now. And the feeling is mutual every time I see her name. HAHAHAHA! We never had a fight, just giving each other a cold shoulder (It's normal for a couple to have that for a second). I am happy. WE ARE HAPPY. CONTENTED. Communication & understanding is what we have. Give & take, it is.

So you guys, listen to your partner & vise versa. Hearing is different from listening & understanding comes after.

xoxo